Some told me to follow my own heart, some told me to think of the future. To decide is kinda hard, not just ordinary hard but real hard. If I choose to follow my own heart, I will be happy for now but not sure bout my future. If I choose to betray my own heart, I will suffer a lot. Who says I never think of my future? I did. Who says I never try to get out the quicksand I'm in? I did. But no one knows. My action can't convinced them, i know that.
Those sad eyes could be seen when there's no one around. Not everyone knows and understands. This could not be understand easily, it is more harder than subjects in school. Who don't want to be happy? Everyone hopes to be happy and end with a happy ending. I had always follow my heart because I just want to cheer myself up. Is that wrong? Maybe it is but there's no other way for me to cheer myself up unless I follow it. Should I blame my heart then?
I don't want to end up like this. It hurts. Everytime there is a scar, it won't heal completely. Slowly, the scar will become more bigger and obvious. At that time, I will regret. This is not anyone's fault as no one could predict what will happen next. There's no time machine to bring you to the future to see what will happen if you take this path. No device to let you know whether you are walking the right path or not.
No one knows what is waiting ahead of them. The path they choose may lead them to happiness or may ruin their whole life. Not a single person know. Everyone is trying their best to be happy.
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