Imsomnia

Night, blog. Can't sleep so I decided to update you. A not-so-good-day again.

Received a phone call at 7am which means that I have to wake up to help my mum. I continued my sleep till 7.45am. Lalalalala. Time passed by. Finally, time to go home!!! Yay!! But, I'm suffering from muscle fatigue again. Painful..... 

*sigh
Many things happened after I got home though. Heard some tragic news too. Don't ask me about it. I'm not going to tell a single thing. I pity that person. Let that person be X. X made me realized a lot of thing and gave me support. Thanks, X. I wish you have no regrets during the moment you were called by God. And I hope you can live longer as you still have a lot of things undone.

Things may not come out the way we expected or wanted. Everybody tried their best to survive and keep walking till the end. But somehow, I'm quite tired of walking. I almost gave up in myself. Hurt, desperate..... lalalalalala. I don't know about it. I don't wanna know. I don't know the meaning of those two words. 

 I only know these, strong, bold, tough. That's what I am. That's the fact. No one could ever try to change that. I won't allow it. 

Looking at the time, it's 12.26 am by now. Going to sleep. Bye, blog. Thanks for making me feeling much better. Should I call my blog, Bella? I love that name. Okay, deal. Your name is Bella from this moment. Bye, Bella. Night night.