Hey blog, it's been long since I've updated you. Nice to see you again. I guess I'll talk something random. =)
Many things can happen in such a short time. Every minute, every second is crucial in our life. If you miss any moment of it, you'll never be able to get back to it. There are many people who entered your life, becoming a part in your life and leave whenever they want. It may have hurt much but you are the main lead in your story. People don't just stay around you. They have things to accomplish and they are busy chasing after their dreams. So, why stop? Carry on with your daily life and show to the world that you are worth it. Do some useful things that can contribute to the society including the one you love. Of course, easy said than work it out.
In every path that you take, there'll be obstruction along the way. Don't expect it to be smooth. There are no shortcuts in succeeding. To succeed, you will have to put in lots of effort and don't take things for granted. As the saying goes, there are no free meals in this world. Even if you did get free meals, still, there must be something in exchange for that.
Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference. =D What you sow is what you reap.
I guess I'll end here for now. Bye, blog, I'll update you again when I'm free.
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Treasure people beside you =)
People only realized how much they need someone when the ones that they love left them. This happen to me now. Not that I didn't treasure my time with the one I love, it's just that we always argue when we're together. Arguing, affects my emotion too deep and made me suffering mentally. When this situation happen, I wish I can be alone. I wish I need not suffer all this pain.
I always think that I could live without him, surely I can, but I won't be happy. Losing someone is not an easy task to cope with. When he left me, I don't know why I feel alone and felt like he has gone for a long time when he just texted me a minute ago. Maybe the way we communicate is by arguing with each other? I had always told myself that if my partner left me, I would never need a new partner anymore. Love hurts, love is pain. Why hurting yourself when you know that it hurts?
Every human is afraid of loneliness. Everyone needs someone that could understand them. Like how I need him when I'm lonely. When he was not beside me, I had always want him to be by my side. When he was beside me, we keep arguing that I wish I could stay out of his sight. I didn't want to face the music.
How I wish we could be like other couples. I want us to be 'love birds' not 'angry birds'. Sometimes, I feel disappointed because when I'm feeling down, I still need to face the music. I don't need someone that could understand me, I need someone that could love me to the max. I need someone to encourage me, giving me supports and happiness.
Frankly, I don't need someone rich, handsome or talented. I only need someone to hug me or pat me when I'm sad but of course my tears will not stop rolling down because I feel touched. I can learn anything that my partner likes except things that I dislike such as Chinese poetry which I understand nothing. Something practical like learning how to take good pictures, sewing, cooking or even martial arts. Apparently, I can learn anything practical but not theory. Everyone has their own weakness.
A note for my honey: (You know who you are ) *wink*
Dear Water Elephant, (direct translate =P)
Please don't always argue with me because of a small matter, can you? If you don't like people to treat you this way, don't treat others this way. If others make fun of you, just ignore them. Just like how I ignore those people in Primary 6. =) We show them our ability not strength. However if what others said is the truth, don't argue with them. Still remember the nilai sikap keterbukaan? Accept those critics to improve ourselves. Don't make a fuss over something that is not worth.
You're an intelligent boy. To be exact, a genius. You may be able to understand what people don't understand. You have to understand normal people like me. Everyone wants to be wise and intelligent. You said you're poor. People make fun of you because you're poor. That is because they don't understand the feeling of being poor. Just like how you don't understand the feeling of stupid people.
As you said, life is fair. It is just that the mixture is different. You're a mature guy now. Be optimistic and discard all your pessimistic mind. It's time to turn over a new leaf. I really do care about you and love you.
Honey, I'm waiting for you to come back. =) And I realized how much I need you. As the saying goes, absence makes the heart grew fonder. <3
Your love,
Water Pig <3
I always think that I could live without him, surely I can, but I won't be happy. Losing someone is not an easy task to cope with. When he left me, I don't know why I feel alone and felt like he has gone for a long time when he just texted me a minute ago. Maybe the way we communicate is by arguing with each other? I had always told myself that if my partner left me, I would never need a new partner anymore. Love hurts, love is pain. Why hurting yourself when you know that it hurts?
Every human is afraid of loneliness. Everyone needs someone that could understand them. Like how I need him when I'm lonely. When he was not beside me, I had always want him to be by my side. When he was beside me, we keep arguing that I wish I could stay out of his sight. I didn't want to face the music.
How I wish we could be like other couples. I want us to be 'love birds' not 'angry birds'. Sometimes, I feel disappointed because when I'm feeling down, I still need to face the music. I don't need someone that could understand me, I need someone that could love me to the max. I need someone to encourage me, giving me supports and happiness.
Frankly, I don't need someone rich, handsome or talented. I only need someone to hug me or pat me when I'm sad but of course my tears will not stop rolling down because I feel touched. I can learn anything that my partner likes except things that I dislike such as Chinese poetry which I understand nothing. Something practical like learning how to take good pictures, sewing, cooking or even martial arts. Apparently, I can learn anything practical but not theory. Everyone has their own weakness.
A note for my honey: (You know who you are ) *wink*
Dear Water Elephant, (direct translate =P)
Please don't always argue with me because of a small matter, can you? If you don't like people to treat you this way, don't treat others this way. If others make fun of you, just ignore them. Just like how I ignore those people in Primary 6. =) We show them our ability not strength. However if what others said is the truth, don't argue with them. Still remember the nilai sikap keterbukaan? Accept those critics to improve ourselves. Don't make a fuss over something that is not worth.
You're an intelligent boy. To be exact, a genius. You may be able to understand what people don't understand. You have to understand normal people like me. Everyone wants to be wise and intelligent. You said you're poor. People make fun of you because you're poor. That is because they don't understand the feeling of being poor. Just like how you don't understand the feeling of stupid people.
As you said, life is fair. It is just that the mixture is different. You're a mature guy now. Be optimistic and discard all your pessimistic mind. It's time to turn over a new leaf. I really do care about you and love you.
Honey, I'm waiting for you to come back. =) And I realized how much I need you. As the saying goes, absence makes the heart grew fonder. <3
Your love,
Water Pig <3
Thursday, May 3, 2012
I had always wish to become a better person, living my own happy life, doing stuff that I loved
and try to help others. Unfortunately, my wish just don't come true. I wish to become a successful
person in the future and live a happy life.
The world has changed. Everything change. The society nowadays are materialistic. Everything is
associated with money. Money, money, money. Even woo-ing a girl needs money. Is wealth that
important compared to our health and happiness? The moral of the society is deteriorated although our
country has high technology and is far ahead compare to some country.
For me, I just want to live a simple life and find a job that I loved. Seriously, I don't really care if
my partner is not as wealthy as me or can't afford to buy things for me. I just need someone to love me
and care for me. When I am feeling down, I wish to be cheered rather than facing the music from my
partner.
Today, I heard an old chinese song from the radio. The song was quite famous but I know the
lyrics only today.
你总是心太软心太软, 独自一个人流泪到天亮, 你无怨无悔的爱着那个人,我知道你根本
没那麽坚强你总是心太软, 心太软把所有问题都自己扛,相爱总是简单相处太难,不是你的就别
再勉强.
This song is somehow makes me feel better when I sang it out loud. I'll stop here. =) Will be
writing another post soon.
and try to help others. Unfortunately, my wish just don't come true. I wish to become a successful
person in the future and live a happy life.
The world has changed. Everything change. The society nowadays are materialistic. Everything is
associated with money. Money, money, money. Even woo-ing a girl needs money. Is wealth that
important compared to our health and happiness? The moral of the society is deteriorated although our
country has high technology and is far ahead compare to some country.
For me, I just want to live a simple life and find a job that I loved. Seriously, I don't really care if
my partner is not as wealthy as me or can't afford to buy things for me. I just need someone to love me
and care for me. When I am feeling down, I wish to be cheered rather than facing the music from my
partner.
Today, I heard an old chinese song from the radio. The song was quite famous but I know the
lyrics only today.
你总是心太软心太软, 独自一个人流泪到天亮, 你无怨无悔的爱着那个人,我知道你根本
没那麽坚强你总是心太软, 心太软把所有问题都自己扛,相爱总是简单相处太难,不是你的就别
再勉强.
This song is somehow makes me feel better when I sang it out loud. I'll stop here. =) Will be
writing another post soon.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
A memorable day
Yesterday was so much fun. I wonder when can I have so much fun again. I never had an outing with my friends till I reached Form 4. Friends are important in our life. They make us smile when we feel down. How I wish I could hang out with my friends whenever I feel like doing so.
Yesterday, I was going to the beach with Terence, Eiwenne, Florenno and two girls from St. Jo whom I didn't know. We were taking pictures in order to complete our folio.
After taking pictures, we played at the beach. It was suggested by me beforehand. Hahaha... Playful girl. =P I love playing water because I'm so-called 'water'. Nah, just joking. =D I was glad that Terence was coming because I had never been to beach with him. Besides, he's the only one who's playing water with me. The others just play some games on the beach. Example:
Teng-teng/ketinting in BM
The sea water is very salty. I drank quite a large amount of sea water. My hands and legs were painful when I played with the sea water. However, I ignored it because I was having lots of fun. The strong tides of the wave made both of us playful. We tried to resist the force acting on us.
We're getting tired after playing and splashing each other. Went to the toilet for a shower. Fortunately, the place for showering is not disgusting. I'm fear of lizards faeces. Yucks.... I have a hard time washing my clothes as it was covered with mud.
I'm stop here. Not having much time to update my blog.
Yesterday, I was going to the beach with Terence, Eiwenne, Florenno and two girls from St. Jo whom I didn't know. We were taking pictures in order to complete our folio.
After taking pictures, we played at the beach. It was suggested by me beforehand. Hahaha... Playful girl. =P I love playing water because I'm so-called 'water'. Nah, just joking. =D I was glad that Terence was coming because I had never been to beach with him. Besides, he's the only one who's playing water with me. The others just play some games on the beach. Example:
The sea water is very salty. I drank quite a large amount of sea water.
We're getting tired after playing and splashing each other. Went to the toilet for a shower. Fortunately, the place for showering is not disgusting. I'm fear of lizards faeces. Yucks.... I have a hard time washing my clothes as it was covered with mud.
I'm stop here. Not having much time to update my blog.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
25-12-2011
Today is a special day, where people say Jesus was born on this day. But somehow, it doesn't feel special to me because every day is special to me. This is what someone told me. Every day in our life is a special day. =D
Something bad happened to me in the morning though. I could say that it is the worst and the best day of my life. I made someone waited for half an hour. I couldn't wake up as I was too tired, even my alarm doesn't wake me up. When I wake up, everything was in a rush. Of course, I feel guilty, really. I hate people waiting for me. And somehow, something that never pop up in my mind occured. Let just keep it as a secret. =P
Went to the airport with Terence this morning as Joanne, one of my classmate is leaving. And guess what?? I saw Mdm
Rajwant, our form teacher, with her daughter and son, Aastik. Hahahaha!! Out of my expectation!
After bidding farewell to her, we went to the Public Park aka Taman Awam. Waiting for my cousin to come, we walked on the bridge. I was scared of height but surprisingly I wasn't scared at all. Not a bit. Waiting and waiting..... Finally, my cousin arrived. Finding her was difficult as I don't really know the way. Thanks to Terence, we found her. Ate some food that her family made, including her. It was quite nice except for the chicken that my cousin made. It was okay but the gravy was salty.
We play for a while and went to Merdeka Mall. It was 12.30 pm. We choose a movie to watch. Mission Impossible!! Sounds interesting, isn't it? The movie is thrilling. I enjoy it very much. Especially when it come to the climax and you have a shoulder to lean on. =D
Around 4 something, we went back. It was a great day. I think I never had so much fun before. Happy moments flies. I'll kept it to my heart and remember it forever.
Something bad happened to me in the morning though. I could say that it is the worst and the best day of my life. I made someone waited for half an hour. I couldn't wake up as I was too tired, even my alarm doesn't wake me up. When I wake up, everything was in a rush. Of course, I feel guilty, really. I hate people waiting for me. And somehow, something that never pop up in my mind occured. Let just keep it as a secret. =P
Went to the airport with Terence this morning as Joanne, one of my classmate is leaving. And guess what?? I saw Mdm
Rajwant, our form teacher, with her daughter and son, Aastik. Hahahaha!! Out of my expectation!
After bidding farewell to her, we went to the Public Park aka Taman Awam. Waiting for my cousin to come, we walked on the bridge. I was scared of height but surprisingly I wasn't scared at all. Not a bit. Waiting and waiting..... Finally, my cousin arrived. Finding her was difficult as I don't really know the way. Thanks to Terence, we found her. Ate some food that her family made, including her. It was quite nice except for the chicken that my cousin made. It was okay but the gravy was salty.
We play for a while and went to Merdeka Mall. It was 12.30 pm. We choose a movie to watch. Mission Impossible!! Sounds interesting, isn't it? The movie is thrilling. I enjoy it very much. Especially when it come to the climax and you have a shoulder to lean on. =D
Around 4 something, we went back. It was a great day. I think I never had so much fun before. Happy moments flies. I'll kept it to my heart and remember it forever.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Path of life
Looking upon the sky,
Black clouds surrounding,
Feeling like it is going to cry,
And that's exactly what I'm feeling.
Recalling back what we've gone through,
While reflecting my mistakes,
The path is so rough and tough,
But I'm willing to go through it for whatever it takes.
Flowers are blooming,
Showing off every beauty and potential in them,
Everybody wants to be outstanding,
Trying everything they can.
Life is kinda hard,
Especially when we have a heart,
Because we feel,
And that's what make us kneel.
Black clouds surrounding,
Feeling like it is going to cry,
And that's exactly what I'm feeling.
Recalling back what we've gone through,
While reflecting my mistakes,
The path is so rough and tough,
But I'm willing to go through it for whatever it takes.
Flowers are blooming,
Showing off every beauty and potential in them,
Everybody wants to be outstanding,
Trying everything they can.
Life is kinda hard,
Especially when we have a heart,
Because we feel,
And that's what make us kneel.
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Viewing my fb newsfeed, I saw something interesting. And thus, I realized that I'm interested in it. What is that?? Suspense.... :P hehe~~
There they go~~
There they go~~
I can feel you~~~
A sense of mystery~
Breeze of the winds~
I feel the warmth of the sun~~
Thinking of you whenever I go...
Shining brightly~~
Interested in that camera~~ Unique
Wishing that you will appear in front of me~
Waiting and waiting~ I will be waiting for you~~
After viewing these photos, I think that photography is quite interesting. Different angles, different focus, different expressions will lead to different products. Background, lightning, clothes of the model and even expressions are important. Photography is like magic~~ haha~~ The right angle will make a person looks good in the photo. Nice nice~~ If only I could own a camera..... Forget bout it~~~ It will only fall into another hand.
That's all from me~~ Bye.
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